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I'm struggling to find the reason
Starting to think that I never even knew
What everyone told me would make me happy
Well they were wrong
So fucking wrong
Maybe I'm broken
Or just maybe it's that you're just as fucking clueless and jaded as I am
You're just better at sounding confident
and sure of yourself

I just want to be left alone
Just want to leave everyone alone
Do what you want
Do what you need
It might be a healthier attitude
If it didn't come from a place of pure cynicism and apathy

If I live to be a hundred
Fuck, at this rate I don't want to see 50
30 years is more than enough
But if by some horrible curse
I live to be a hundred
I'll still be as dumb and washed out
As I was in my prime

Now watch as I sink to the bottom
Watch as I spill my guts down the drain
No one cares, no one cares
Dust yourself off
You'll be lucky if a dozen people ever listen to the most profound shit you ever said
In the background as they wash the fucking dishes

Is this all I deserve?
To stand here barely living
In the stench of defeat
Maybe
Probably
Definitely

What more do you want?
What more do you want from me?
Or do you want less?
Need less?
None
Want less
Need less
None

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from Acid, Thorn & Jade, released August 19, 2022
Music & Lyrics by Kevin N. Hell
Performed by Kevin N. Hell
Mixed and mastered by Topon Das at Apartment 2 Recording

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Jung Shadow Ottawa, Ontario

JUNG SHADOW is an Industrial/Darkwave project. Using overdriven drum machines and synthesizers with abrasive layered vocals, JUNG SHADOW is exploring the boundaries of hardware electronic music

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